don't know what you got til it's gone.

i hate that song. 

i don't even know who sings it but it bugs me.

"paved paradise and put up a parking lot"

{*corrected from Kinzy}

or something lame like that. what is that? 

sorry, maybe i am just in a bad mood or something.

i hate posting pictures of myself. 

i don't know. it just feels weird to me. 

i didn't used to put very many pictures on here, 

mostly just really long pointless stories.

but when i thought that i lost my hard drive 

and all of the pictures on it, 

i figured it was better to be safe than sorry. 

also, this is our life,

and i will never get around to 

scrap booking. let's face it. 

tonight, me, my twin Maddie, 

friend Lee, and Mikki and her husband 

went out for a few hours to shoot around. 

Maddie wanted to do a twin/sister type 

photo shoot. but not a lame cheesy one.

we went to an orchard, and to some old buildings 

in downtown provo. it was really neat.  

we used some fun props and had some good laughs.

Mikki gave me the finished pictures 

from the bridal re-do's that we did 

a couple of weeks ago.

i am so grateful for all of the time 

and hard work that her and Brayden

put into taking and editing these pictures. 

they are incredible. 

i am lucky to know such great photographers.

anyway, here are the pictures. 

thank you so much Mikki, Brayden,

Maddie, and Lee. you guys are all 

so talented and amazing.

oh and don't worry about commenting anyone. 

i am not fishing for comments or anything. 

i know i have already posted like a bajillion

bridal pics. and i post ALL the time.

also, i don't know why i am posting like this.

blogger editor has been pissing me off lately.

i hate it. don't know what i'm doing wrong.

anyway,  sean and i are just chillin' 

watching the Addams Family.

our fridge is broken again and 

all of our new food went bad.

it is getting kind of depressing.

as much as i love eating out and 

not having to cook and clean up.. 

i miss our fridge. i miss the luxury of cold water 

and milk with my cereal.

my body is not loving all the grease i am eating.

my bank account is getting empty.

sigh. 

the things we take for granted 

while we have them.

i love you fridge. 

i am sorry for not appreciating you more.

i guess maybe that stupid song has some truth to it.

man this post turned out way more depressing 

than i intended. i blame stupid hormones.

i need to go to bed.