when sean's away..

it's just been me and moses this week. sean has been in california with my family and we both miss him very much. it's the longest we have been apart since we started dating! he is hopefully coming back on tuesday night and we can't wait to see him! i realized i haven't blogged in over a week so thought i would post some pictures. most of them are just what i was sending sean while he has been gone. you know.. to try to make him jealous. i mean what else can i do when he sends me pictures of the beach, him golfing, and eating at the wharf? you better believe the captain crunch picture sure made him jealous ;) remember this story? so sean? this is what we have been up to this week... acording to my cell phone. (i'll explain more after the pictures)














we tried to take pictures to send to you but moses kept licking my face. we finally got an okay one. i went to the company pool party without you. and it was raining! i had to wear a hoodie. can you believe that?  i got to eat at the slab. possibly 3 times while you were gone sean. but who is counting? i loved the flowers that you sent me. they were absolutely beautiful and made my entire day. i was not expecting them. i told you about how without you here i just can't seem to function in the mornings. i can't seem to be to work on time and for some odd reason i went to walmart at 6 am to get some medicine and came home with nail polish? i don't even remember buying it. i have only painted my nails one other time this year? why did i decide to buy nail polish? have you ever heard of sleep shopping? because i am pretty sure i sleep shopped. oops. then i decided to paint my nails before work and they didn't dry and it was a mess? oh well, there is my paint job. you should probably come home so i can be sane again. and yes i have hairy, freckly knuckles but you love me anyway :).

i spend a lot of time on pinterest and catching up on glee. i ate cereal and toast for dinner almost every night. moses had a fight with his bone and his bone won and he just gave up. and then moe and i watched the voice. which you accidentally texted me and told me who won before i had finished it. you felt so bad and i forgave you. i missed watching it without you anyway. it just wasn't the same. we had our first tournament softball game on thursday and we came back and won. i wish you could have been there! friday night i had some girlfriends over and we got snow cones, made treats, lit fireworks and watched dinner for schmucks! which was a lot better than i thought it would be! saturday i tried to stay in bed all day but it just wasn't in the cards. i braved walmart to get stuff for the bbq and immediately regretted it. then i went to amanda's bbq and played with the babies. addi was mesmerized by the fan. it was so cute. i brought a fruit pizza that i made for it, and i know you wanted me to save you a piece but i left it there so i could go see transformers 3 with chase so i don't know if there will be a piece left for you. i promise i will make another one though.

i went to church and nursery without you today. it was lonely sitting alone in sacrament meeting. i really do take having you there with me all the time for granted. i think this has been especially hard with you being gone because we work at the same place, carpool together and eat lunch together everyday. we spend so much time together and i have forgotten how lucky i am to have that. i think it has been good for us to be apart so i could realize how lucky i am to have that. and you. i have always known that i am lucky to have you though but it was just nice to have a reminder that i shouldn't take things for granted. as much i as i was looking forward to having the bed all to myself? (since i am a sprawler) i'd rather you be in it. i've realized that it's just too big now without you there..  i hope you are having the time of your life though. golfing your heart out. you deserve it! now i am watching she's the man with moses. while eating muddie buddies. and he keeps trying to sneak some when i am not looking. he sure misses you. and so do i. he wants his best buddy back.

...and so do i.



p.s. moses has decided to poop twice as much as he did before you left. 
the yard has lots and lots of dog poop on it. i would help, but remember how it's
my job to clean up the inside poop? and your job to clean up the outside? i just
don't want to overstep my bounds... ya know? off to watch baby mama now. love you! ;)