adios.

in less than 24 hours we will be on an airplane, taking off to florida so we can then ship off to belize, cozumel, and costa maya.. i think. i am actually not really sure of all of the port names. neither sean or i have been on a cruise before. we were very fortunate that sean worked really hard this last year at work and was able to earn it. otherwise we would probably not be going on one!
 
i am sooo excited! i need a break. (but who doesn't?) i have felt like lately that i am at my breaking point. there have been a lot of things really bothering me. it is my own fault that they are. i really have a lot that i need to work on personally. you think at 24 years old that i might somewhat have myself figured out? even if it's just a smidgen? but no. i really think this vacation couldn't have come at a more perfect time. i just want to get away from here. and i would be okay with not coming back.

except i would miss my dog dearly. he will turn one while we are gone and i am sad i am going to miss it. i have been really attached to him lately. is that weird? not sure why. maybe because i can just talk to him. and he just listens. and sure he might lick his bum after... but no really, dogs are amazing. they can sense when something is up. moe will just jump on the bed and curl right up next to me. or lay his head on my lap. he knows how to make me feel better when sean is not around. he is my little buddy and i am so happy that i randomly picked him up at the springville walmart on a whim. best spontaneous thing i have ever done.

anyway, i can't wait to go on a ship. also, i really love airports. i know, call me crazy. but i just do. this video below? first of all makes me laugh like crazy. second of all? it explains exactly how i feel when i am on a plane. (the excited part, not the angry part)

                    

also? i just love this video. as funny as it is? i think we can all learn a lot from it. i find myself getting frustrated about the dumbest things. like my computer at work being slow. i get so mad. but then the older people at my work say "well, we used to have to handwrite all of the documents here..." then i feel ashamed for expecting more from the universe. also, with the things that have been bothering me lately? it helps me realize.. that it really doesn't matter. i have it a lot better than i realize. life is good. it really is amazing. see you all in a week or so!