soul mates.

my dog is a dog after my own heart. he is my soul mate. i mean besides sean. i think. ;) i mean he will sit and watch the hills with me. he goes to the door when he needs to go out. he gives us the look of shame when he goes to the bathroom. i love it. love it. he loves sleeping, and he hates when people put him in laundry hampers. just like me! he likes eating, and laying in my bed. is it a coincidence that we both like doing that? i think not. today i brought home some photo prints that my sister had for me back when she re-did my bridals. i let mosey look at the pictures and he tried to lick them. i totally took that as a compliment. 

mosey is like sean though in the fact that they LOVE mornings. and they fall asleep quick at night. meh. not my cup of tea but whatever. i love these guys. sean and i went out of town this weekend and i am so sad that i could not find my camera charger anywhere. actually i still can't find it and have looked everywhere but am trying to pretend that i haven't so that i don't get too upset about it. anyway, we sent to st. george with some awesome friends from work. okay it was sean's boss and his wife and some other bankers but they were so awesome and we consider them friends. not work people. co-people if you will. we went horseback riding, and ate A LOT. we went hiking which i totally try to pretend that i am really good at and love, but have learned to accept the fact that i probably would just rather sit in a nice air conditioned basement with a diet dr.pepper and a movie. i will say it. i would probably rather literally hear myself get fat by the minute. than be active. and that is sad but whatever. i'll work on it someday i guess. but probably not.

i can't help it though. i just get so depressed when i see how much tanner and energetic sean is than i and it just takes all the fun out of it. ya know what i am saying? why even try to be active and tan? there is no point. someone will always be more of it. like your husband. and that sucks. but i guess is cool cuz at least i married the guy who is all active and responsible and tan and show-offy. as for him? he for sure got the short end of the stick. at least i am the smart one. 

i love my bread, and i love my butter. but most of all? (name what show/book that line is from) 

i love....

my sean and my dog because they are awesome. and mosey can't tan so at least i have that on him.   oh and i think i still love sean even when he lets me know that a bug crawled down my shirt. after he watches it happen. like i mean the thing was actually crawling all over my boobs. all over. and he tells me after all casually just like he would tell me that i look pretty. "work was good, oh and a bug just crawled down your shirt." i freaked out and he said, "would it make you feel better if i told you that i was jealous of the bug?" thanks sean. i think i still love you even when you do that.