it's the little things, right?

this is one of my favorite pictures of sean and i. it was taken back when we were dating. sean doesn't normally wear scarves. that scarf would be mine. but then again sean doesn't normally wear purses but he sometimes likes to wear mine as well? and moo moos. i am starting to sense a pattern here. should i be concerned? oh well, anyway we were bowling with a bunch of friends and i was doing terribly. we were on the 10th frame. in order for me to beat sean by one point, i had to bowl three strikes. or a turkey if you will. guess what? i did it. i honestly think that it was my proudest moment.

one of my more stupid moments was maybe today at lunch when i ran out to the car and it took me 30 seconds to realize that i was not in the drivers seat. i was in the passengers. and i felt like an idiot. because it took me that long to realize what was wrong with the picture. i felt stupid because there were people outside watching me. so what did i do? i crawled into the drivers seat and drove away quickly. oh well. it was kind of cool. that has honestly never happened to me before.

the other night we were lying in bed and i asked sean if he wanted to hear 5 awesome things. and only cool people would get to hear those things and maybe do something about them. i said the first was to bring me a glass of ice water. then, to go let mosey out before bed. then to lock all the doors. then for him to bring me my toothbrush with toothpaste on it. then i couldn't think of anything else. and i was mostly joking, but i did get a glass of ice water out of it and he let mosey out and locked all of the doors, so i guess it kind of worked? i am not usually that demanding, but i think it's partly his fault because he actually did most of the things that i asked. for me? proud moment. but wait, he didn't bring me my toothbrush with toothpaste on it. so maybe i don't know how i feel about that moment. because then i didn't end up brushing my teeth. i think that is his fault though.

i think i was kind of just feeling jealous because lately he keeps grabbing my arm and making me roll up my sleeve just to compare our skin color. like seriously? is he racist or something? jk. but i mean seriously, i get that you are really really really tan sean. and i get that i look like a vampire right now. but still. i told him i think it was just the lighting in the car, and he wasn't actually that tan. also, he had a white shirt on. so that helps. so we decided to see how that portrayed on camera. i dunno, i mean it's not that much of a difference, is it? i just really don't want to have any other freckles cut out of my hand k? maybe if i can get more freckles, they will all blend together and i will actually appear tan... hmm. maybe i will work on that.  it is hard though because he likes to put my arms in between both of his and call it an oreo. how rude. but then that just makes me want an oreo so it usually makes me happy. so i guess i can see the good in that.

i have odd goals. a few weeks ago at work, i overheard a girl that i work with telling her friend that i was the girl who owed the little boy who sells pop and candy at our office like fifty bucks. it's like i was a hero or legend or something. anyway, he is saving money for his mission, and he is only like 12, but at the rate that he is making money off me, he might have that mission paid for by the time he is 15. the problem is that we don't always pay cash when we take things. there is a little I.O.U. chart on the fridge that has some quote about what the definition of honesty is and blah blah blah, i don't know what it says i always ignore it, but anyway, i had quite a few marks on there a few weeks ago. he left a note on the fridge saying he was going to collect actual cash that friday, so i just gave him my paycheck and we called it good. but then he put a new chart up. and the other day i noticed that i was kind of in competition with another guy for the most tally's on the chart. the other day i passed him. i was proud. it's the little things right?

oh, i have to tell you guys about this cool sale. so sean's cousins have this business called the orchid. they sell all natural body products. seriously, this stuff is so awesome. my favorite item is the boyfriend body cream. it smells so good. it sort of has this masculine scent to it. not like old spice or anything, but it really smells like how a boys clean smelling skin smells. wait, that sounds weird. sigh. i don't know. it still smells really feminine too. ughh, this post is getting awkward. you might just have to try it, but i am obsessed with it. anyway, they are revamping their whole entire store right now, so everything in the whole store is 40% off right now if you use the code "facebook". check it out here. they also have a solid shampoo bars, and lots of really neat salt scrubs and bath bubblers. everything is made from natural products. now i won't lie, i am not like an all natural type promoting person, not because i don't want to be. just because i am lazy and have never really thought about it before. but i do have really sensitive, white-vampirish skin, and this stuff never irritates my skin. so i bought like a million jars of it. love it. the end.

p.s. this post is TOTALLY random. WTF? sorry. i'm in a rambling mood tonight. and i changed my layout back to the old one. sorry for all the back and forthness. ugh. i am so indecisive. and i am pretty sure i made up like ten words in the post.