NO! i'm not pregnant.
this post might get a little cheesy. but that's okay.
it's been a good weekend. i had an awesome lunch with my friend julie and my new friend stephanie. they are both such awesome, real girls. sean and i have just been lounging around. we saw Invictus last night. we both enjoyed it. it's definitely one of those movies that makes you want to be a better person. Nelson Mandela is the man. and Matt Damon is effing hot.
anyway, i haven't had much to say lately. i don't really know why. maybe i just need a break from blogging or something? i haven't really been down, but maybe in a way i have. i have no reason to be. sigh. i just don't know.
when i blog, i usually just type and type and don't stop. i never really plan what i am going to say. i usually publish it and wait for my mom to call or someone else calling being shocked about something i said. ;) jk mom. anyway, that is just how i am. i am more spontaneous. i am not good at planning. you all know that.
today while i had lunch with my friends... sean cleaned the house. then while i watched the jazz game.... he cooked spaghetti. i know i need to be a better wife. but, i got lucky that i married a man who will put up with me. i am a little hormonal. so i will just say this...
you married me 9 months ago from today.
it was the best decision that i have ever made.
i am not proud of a lot of things that i have done in my life.
but i know without a doubt, i made the right choice in marrying you.
i still don't understand why you picked me.
i'm sure a lot of people don't understand either.
but it's too late..you can't go back :)
well you can, but that would be complicated and expensive.
as i was looking back through pictures..
i noticed that i don't think i have ever seen
myself happier than this past year.
all of my best moments have been with you by my side.
i know 9 months isn't a big deal or anything.
it hasn't been a year.. and we don't actually celebrate all
these monthly milestones. i may acknowledge them,
but we never really celebrate..
anyway, i just want you to know that it
has been the best year of my life.
one of the hardest, but one of the best...
we are not perfect.
but we are perfect for each other...
(now i am getting queezy, so look at these pictures while i go throw up)
i love you!
now i am done with the cheese. carry on! :)